The difficult
Often anxiety and depression remind me I do not come close to “having it all together” and let me tell y’all I have definitely not had anything together this month. November has been difficult for me. Aniexty and depression tormented me. One week in particular felt like an entire month. That week was the hardest week I have had all year. It went something like this.... Monday our oldest friend had craniofacial surgery requiring a two-week recovery period . He came home on Tuesday and both boys had visitation with their family . On Wednesday, all three of the nuggets were home with me for the holiday. Thursday, our littlest-one had an ups et tummy so home he came . Friday our youngest pup had surgery. I also found out my grandma was in the hospital but was stable. Early Saturday morning I got the call that she went home to be with Jesus. Her death was unexpected. I was not ready for that call. I do not remember what we had for dinner, if I even cooked. I was needy,